Spacefem (spacefem) wrote,

getting down with life

I am way too comfortable being unemployed. I've got food, shelter, broadband... everything necessary to just veg out and do nothing. I have no money, so I'm thinking that's the one that'll eventually get me, but who really needs money anyway?

I have been invited to three weddings that are taking place in the next 14 days. All require a drive of 1.5-3 hours. I don't feel like going to any of them. I guess I should send a card or something, but honestly I'm so negative and apathetic about weddings even doing that is like pulling my own teeth. Then today mum was suggesting that it's proper etiquette to send money with the card, like $25. Wha? First, I'm not even going to the receptions, it's not like I'm getting a meal out of these people. Second, if I start sending $25 per wedding I'm going to be in deep trouble soon because there are two more weddings in July I know of. It adds up! Third, am I going to expect any of these people to send me money for my wedding? Am I ever going to have a wedding? Am I so cruel as to do that to my friends? I don't even think I'm close enough to these couples to keep track of them over the next 5-30 years to invite them to my wedding, which I can tell you all will not be any time soon.

Yes, I suppose there are just some things you do without complaining about. But by complaining about it I've already blown that, so now I guess it's decision time.

I don't even think I approve of people getting married right out of college. I mean, what's their damn hurry? Has anyone ever laid on their death bed and said, "I wish I'd gotten married and started a family and been pinned down before I was 25"? But I know I've ranted on this topic before.

My computer case is really hot lately. Something isn't right. My chip is even technically underclocked... I've got the bus speed set at 100 and not 133 like I did a month ago. If it's not one thing, it's another, huh?
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