Why do I pin my emotions inside? Because I have no attention span for being depressed and know myself well enough to know that in 30 minutes (or two hours, but that's unusual) I'll be fine. No use getting everybody down for a short-term freak out, I just need to wait it out and it'll all be okay. I kinda regretted last night's (friends-only) journal entry because there was so much negative venting, but when the negative venting is part of me it should be here, because every other part of me is these days.
pres589 asks for your top 5 albums of all time... I'm not sure what my all time list is so this is just sort of a "what's in my CD player" list.
- Jill Sobule - Pink Pearl
- Smashing Pumpkins - MellonCollie and the Infinite Sadness
- Fiona Apple - When the Pawn...
- Carole King - Tapestry
- Heart - The Road Home
The LotR soundtrack kinda belongs in there but it's not really an "album", it's a soundtrack, I'm not sure that counts. But it is really, truly incredible.
I need to buy more coffee. I'm addicted to the little bags of millstone - perfect for a little one cup fixer-upper like myself, one lasts about a week.
Oh, and there's this now:
It's not up all the time, the webcam looks like CRAP in linux for some reason (but at least it's running!) but every once in a while I'll be on. No, you will never see me naked on there, that's the kind of stuff that ruins political careers and I know it!