Then, out of the blue, like 24-36 hours after the original epiphany, I'll be going about my business or sitting in class and all the sudden be like, "HOLY SHIT I NEED TACOS NOW!!!!!" and my whole brain just explodes if I don't get tacos in the next, say, 20 minutes. That's what happened to me tonight in night class, i was supposed to be learning about PLCs, instead I was like, "the meat will be so greasy... mmm... taco station, they're only $.60... cheese..." so I didn't learn a lot of anything.
but i did get my tacos :)
this is like the third or fourth time this year this has happened to me, I should just learn and go get the damn tacos when i want them. what's wrong with me? why can other people handle not eating every hour on the hour except me? and why do i crave... things? i think it's hormones. blame estrogen!
and i really hope this wears off by the time i reach my child-bearing stage of my life. i'd be a disaster of a pregnate woman if i'm this bad now; my brain might just have to disconnect from my insanely irrational body to avoid imploding.