April 25th, 2005

planet

faith and napping

If you want to lose faith in society, and you don't want to read Kansas news, go to ebay and do a search for "punk tshirt". You get like a hundred results, with t-shirts featuring bands like The Monkeys.

Kind of puts everything in perspective.

I got a 56% on my ECE test. Class average was a 42%. Begs the question... "is he throwing out all the people who dropped and don't even show up anymore? because that's like half the class." I can't wait for tomorrow night so I can hear him tell us how stupid we all are. Or maybe I'm the only real stupid one, and everyone else just fakes it to make me feel better. I'm about to mail in my grad school application. I really, really, really don't want to flunk this class. He hasn't officially said he's grading on a curve though. He just sort of looks at us really mean and says, "You all need to study." and then doesn't tell us how our final grades are calculated. I hate it.

I had a very exciting weekend. After work Saturday I went to Topeka to hang with the sis, where we ate incredible amounts of food, went shopping, had ice cream, visited the Brown v. Board museum. I got back into town just in time to join a crowd to watch the L word, then went to bed. Woke up this morning, ran for 45 minutes, and spent the rest of the day feeling like I could really use a nap. I feel like that now but I know if I go to bed before 10:30 I'll be all screwed up. I fell asleep in front of the TV after dinner, and felt bad about it, even though it was only 20 minutes or so.

when you want to take a nap, what do you do? just... take it? I fall asleep in the weirdest places and positions around my apartment.

maybe the weekend was too exciting.