December 6th, 2001

planet

i'm a surviving bitch though

I turned into a total nut case before the hall holiday party tonight, totally snipped at Jacob for buying itty-bitty styrofoam cups and flaked out because my hot chocolate wasn't getting hot fast enough in the crock pot we cooked it in (bad idea, not mine for the record). But in the end a ton of people came, about 40 I'd say, and all made snowflakes and watched "How The Grinch Stole Christmas" (the old cartoon one). It was kinda happy in a "I'm Too Stressed!" way. I wish I didn't get so keyed up about stuff like this, I can't just relax and have fun ever, you know? I turn into a total bitch underneath all my cheeryness and it's downhill from there. sigh.

overall, I feel good now. It's been a hell of a week but I'm okay, I have two finals and one paper left before I'm done with this rat race for the semester and I can exhale.
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